WHY

oh man it sure makes me ask why... i haven't changed anything in my diet or activity level, but i have been up since 8:30 am yesterday. i was unable to sleep last night not even a minute! of course it does this on a busy day when i don't have time for a nap! in one hour i will have been up for 24 hours! man this sucks! i know that my knee hurts but it shouldn't be enough to keep me awake, however it hurts worse this morning than it has been because in order to heal you need REM sleep which i am going without. it is going to be a looooong loooonnnnnggggg day! i would try to go back to sleep but i am having lunch with jennifer at noon and if i fell asleep there is no way i would wake up in time! man my eyes hurt so so bad they are so so puffy. it may just be a glasses day! last time my body did this to me i was up for 36 hours and i felt like i had the flu!

decisions, decisions

i miss mom and dad even more today. Last night we went to Rockets over rhema but it just wasn't the same without them! i missed them today more than i have so far. i had my orthopedist appointment today, and my doctor disagrees with the radiologist that read my mri . she thinks that i did also tear my medial meniscus and i now have two decisions to make. i can either start with physical therapy and have it possibly not work and have to do a scope, or i can do the scope first. a scope is an out patient procedure but it is still surgery! a have no clue which would be better. thank the lord mom and dad get home tonight i cannot imagine making this decision by myself!

ugg.

so mom and dad return tomorrow night, but they couldn't make it back before both the doggies got a stomach virus and had diarrhea everywhere, they had to be bathed twice in the last two days. it is so gross so know we are out of towels from all the baths so know i have a ton of laundry to do and not much time before mom and dad come home. i was so tired yesterday and couldn't figure out why, till it hit me that i hadn't taken my medicine at all so it was crazy i had almost forgotten how bad the fatigue was man a remembered it today! i can't procrastinate anymore got tons to do!

Hmm...

Tonight we (Brandon and I ) went to dads favorite place buffalo wild wings, it was so much fun we met Brandon's friend James there. they were talking about the new car James is going to get before he moves to Alabama. James is in the army and i going for a year to learn how to fly black hawks. i tried to keep up but they lost me with talks of horses and torque, what can i say I'm a girl. ha ha . this reminds me on Monday we were all off so we grilled out here at the house Brandon, James, his wife Kyla and of course myself, and Brandon was talking about how much it stunk that James was leaving for another year. ( he was gone for a year, in 2006 i believe) anyway Brandon was talking about all the things that can happen in a year. one of them.. and i quote... who knows i could be married in a year. my first reaction was um to whom, cause i know it takes at least six months to plan a wedding and he leaves in august...we have only been seeing each other since December. i think he got more of a reaction out of me. lol. i know he meant it joking but i couldn't help but to think that maybe in a year or longer we could possibly be "engaged" or whatever, its kinda a scary thought. in such little time he has become so close, he is my closest friend at the moment, except for Beth. its just a weird feeling how will i know if he is "the one" or not i could pray about it but i am really good at convincing myself in what i think would be right, this is the question pf the hour, in which i am hoping to find answers. so for fight now i do believe we will continue to have fun and keep it simple! well its getting late and i have an early day tomorrow... time to hit the sheets. goodnight all.

Long Day

today was a long day i was woken up at seven by leslee coming home. work was crazy today we saw fifteen patients from noon to three and then twenty two patients from five to eight, that isn't counting all the allergy shots and nurse visits. i am at home now and wanting to see Brandon but i don't think i will get to, boo.

Missing Mom and Dad

Hello this is my first blog here, thanks to my mom. i am missing them, today is sunday family day and i am alone at least till nascar starts and brandon comes over. it is very quiet here, and i'll probably will drop ten pounds before mom gets back and rescues us from ppjs and grilled cheese.